Wednesday, December 28, 2016

Me becoming an ARMY, becoming a Taehyung bias, A letter for V.

Hello guys, I think this is one of the longest blog post or articles that I'm going to write but this one is kinda special and I haven't done this one since I stanned Bangtan since 2 years ago(OMG, can you believe it? 😍 ) And actually, the blog that I'm writing on is a Korean blog (I did this blog exclusively for me writing in Hangeul to practice talking in formal Korean and typing in Korean, like the practice I did for Japanese since I was in high school).

But, y'know. There are more such to tell you about that on the next articles, I'm gonna write here but then, I'm going to do this for my number one, "Oppa". <3 Since, it's his birthday on the 30th.

My ultimate bias is V.-----------------------------
Real Name. Kim Taehyung. Birthday. December 30, 1995. Meaning he's 2 years older than me. (Well, I'm born in 1997, the same year as the group's maknae, Jungkook) Well, at first, I'm not the one who's gonna focus to the one member I only know(back then last 2013, I was mainly stanning EXO, the only member I know is Rap Monster & V - Rap Monster because of the post I currently see the relation between Baekhyun, Daehyun and Taehyung being combined as one kkkk). But, when they released 'Boy In Luv' last 2014, I was really hooked to its melody~ And hey, 'Wae nae maeum-eul heundeun-eun geonde' is real for that~ But then, I don't really focused to the members back then and, even watching Haruman making video made me open the YouTube video but didn't completed watching. Then, their first 'Weekly Idol' appeared and since I love listening to mostly girl groups, Girls' Day has affected me with 'Something', and saw a video of  Jungkook dancing to it XD. I was literally shook because it's on point. And I even notice the 1st Anniversary calendar but then realized later that their anniversary was finished already but then, greeted them on ARMY's first anniversary.
And since they have their comeback with 'Danger', I really liked the song, too and downloaded it, too.
I even watched Go! BTS but didn't really complete it bc I skipped a lot when watching it :'(


And it has been November already, they comeback with 'War of Hormones', too. I was quite curious what song does my brother is playing repeatedly but since, I don't have fully interest for Bangtan that time, I really don't pay attention. But listening to that song on our school's internet lab I watched the MV. And it got me like 'OH YEAH, THIS IS MY JAM!'.

And in the middle of November, all tickets haven't been sold yet but then, I really don't have money
:( And all I can do is look on the poster at the main office of the production company(since my school is few minutes walk until you came to the front of the building), and been asked if I'm gonna go, and I said to my friends, that I'm not^^.

But then, on the last week of November.. I was hooked on watching MCountdown Begins and watched a lot of BTS clips and caught myself laughing with BTS X TTS clip and also, the slow/fast version of Danger. Such as the " NEO-TTAEMUNEEEE-NEOMUUU---APAAAA" of Taehyung.

Oops.. He got me there. Since I really liked his humor, I was hooked to him.
And he really got me since he got a selca with Baek last December 2014.
I was like giving myself a goosebumps that time.


But then, Taehyung got me more since he was quite ill that time, I'm really...
SAD :( BUT I GAINED A LOT OF ENERGY WHEN HE POSTED A "CHU" selca and also A "STRAWBERRY" selca. He also, uploaded a 'Someone Like You' song cover.
And was totally sobbing that time. I really treasured for keeps, and I really appreciate him more.

I don't know what to do anymore since he got me in a flash. I was like, "Do I like him because he was one of the members who got a huge number of fans?", But I was like "NO".

At the first, I was not being into him but OMG~ He got my eyes on him and no wonder, I can't really focus to other members.

Realizing it moreover, although he was the mischievous type but then, he got the charisma to stole a girl's eye(I know all the members can do it but he got me because of his smile and combining his sparkling eyes). But then, I love Bangtan. I love all the members. I love their music, 4Dness AND ALL ABOUT THEM. AND I LOVE TAEGI(otp)^^

And now, it's been 2 years already. I have to open a letter for him since I haven't done this yet.
I'm quite hesitating a lot for the special days they have though, At last, I'm going to do it.
Honestly, I wanted to post this on the fancafe but then, I'm not a member and I can't pay for it.

 To my dearest Taehyung-oppa,

I might be doing this in English but then, I might be spending my tears while typing this letter. Because I know I can't meet you personally too near, and you do not know me.

But I love how you really treasure ARMY, Us. For me, starting the time that I was really caught on your cute humor and sparkling eyes. You are the best.
You are the most charming person, I've seen yet I can't meet.
You might not like me because of my looks, because I'm too fat and ugly but I really treasure you.

Supporting you and the whole Bangtan is one of my hobbies by tweeting you when I'm at home and one of my thoughts while I'm currently inside the university. I love how much strength you have and I love how you being able to cheer up ARMY even you're on the sad state.

Still, I know that you have the opportunity to be sad but I don't want you to see crying a lot.
You're a bright sun that shines on me and gives me strength when I'm weak & almost give up.
Taehyung-oppa, you do give me a lot of strength.
I'm worried if you're not posting a lot but I think being on that state helps you to collect strength and give ARMY if it's full already.

Always remember that we, ARMYs can also give you a lot of strength but then ignore the words you receive negatively. Those negative words can make you eager a lot but then, we ARMYs have been more eager to support you by tweeting you positive thoughts, even funny thoughts.

I don't think you can read this, because I'll just be writing it here but then, I just really want to say that.. You're a strong person, oppa. You're strength me gives me strength, too.

You have always work hard on everyday, you have always work hard on spending time with people you love, and you have always work hard on giving us cool performances.

How much thankful I can get that I have you. The number 1 OPPA~ Taehyungie-oppa.

Happy 22th Birthday, Taehyungie-oppa.